It’s been a while since I last posted something like this. I just wanted to share this quote with you…

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I have had the strangest feeling… Haha! So what have I been up to lately? I just finished my client’s album and I’m now preparing to do some scrapping done. I’ve also been organizing my digiscrap stuff and I’m still a long way to go before I’m done, they just keep piling up. Haha! And then I’ve been busy with Facebook… I found long lost relatives there and we’re keeping up with each other’s lives. And I’ve had another dream last night… Some guy was holding my hand and he wouldn’t let it go. I actually woke up feeling good. Hmmm… who could he be? But I do recognize the hand…

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I’ve been having a lot of dreams lately and most of it were not good. I wonder why… Here’s the one I had last night. AA suggested sana daw I went back to sleep, it might turn good. I actually did. My nephew woke me up to tell me that breakfast was ready and I went back to sleep again…

I was inside a classroom and we had a surprise quiz. I didn’t know the answers to the questions and funny thing was, they writing it on the board and I didn’t copy it. I only realized that the answer were written on the board when they were erasing it already. I was so worried daw and ashamed that they’d find out that my paper is almost blank. Funny because IRL, I wouldn’t care. And then when I was waiting for the next question, I suddenly couldn’t hear anything. It turned out that I (still sitting on my chair) was already outside the room and the doors were closed. So I wondered how I got there because I couldn’t remember standing up and going out. So I waited for somebody to go out of the room and the teacher did and my best friend from high school. They wouldn’t answer my question and they escorted me back inside the room as if they were protecting me and promised they’d explain everything to me later on. Yun pala two of my classmates, a guy and a lesbo, fought over me. Why? Nobody knew. I could see in my dream that the lesbo was stealing glances at me so maybe she liked me or something like that. The funny thing is the guy wasn’t talking ot me. He didn’t even looked at me. It was like he was avoiding me. I didn’t know why din. And pag magkakasalubong sila nung lesbo, magtititigan lang sila ng masama. And then the room changed na. We were in a room daw, my classmates and I and the teacher, na parang sala. Pero same situation pa din, they were still protecting me but this time from the lesbo na lang. The guy was still in the room and hindi pa din niya ko pinapansin. And then the lesbo was in the next room pero may mga windows so we could still see each other. Hindi niya na ko masyado tinititigan but I could feel her staring at me when I wasn’t looking.

Weird isn’t it? And I wasn’t even thinking when I went to sleep last night. I know the people in my dream IRL except for the teacher… I know her but couldn’t pinpoint who she is. And yep AA was there too… dun na sa last part…

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I talked to a “friend” today and it made me confirm my thoughts… I’m unwanted. It’s uber hard but I have to swallow my pride and admit it to myself and simply accept. And like the immortal words of Lady Galadriel “I shall now diminish.” My so-called friends only remember me when they need something from me while I try my best not to do that to them. And thinking about it makes me wanna throw up. Nope, I’m not drunk… I’m very much sober…

Would it be bad if I change my mobile number and not inform them? Maybe I will but only a couple of them. And only one of them knows my landline because we also changed it when we changed our internet provider. Bad ba? I don’t really care… I’m not a care bear! Haha! For them, I don’t give a damn! And with this I leave you all with this song… my song for the week…

Bad Reputation
by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

I don’t give a damn about my reputation
You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation
A girl can do what she wants to do and that’s what I’m gonna do
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me

And I don’t give a damn about my reputation
Never said I wanted to improve my station
And I’m only doing good when I’m having fun and I don’t have to please no one
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

I don’t give a damn about my reputation
I’ve never been afraid of any deviation
And I don’t really care if ya think I’m strange, I ain’t gonna change
And I’m never gonna care about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

And I don’t give a damn about my reputation
The world’s in trouble, there’s no communication
And everyone can say what they want to say, it never gets better anyway
So why should I care about a bad reputation anyway
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation
And I only feel good when I got no pain and that’s how I’m gonna stay
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me. Not me
Not me!

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Tags: Bad Reputation, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

Hello everyone! I have a little favor to ask… I just joined another scrapbooking contest and would be needing all the votes I could get. Can you please spare a little time and vote for my entry? It’ll be greatly appreciated… Just click on the image to go to my entry

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I forgot to mention that I lost my earrings in AA’s bro’s house. That pair was very dear to me because it was given by my friend Che. I know I lost one in the bathroom and then I took off the other one but couldn’t remember where I put it. The next day, AA’s bro gave me one piece but he couldn’t find the other one. So, I put it in my pocket and when I got home, it’s not there anymore. Hay buhay…

Anyway, on another story… I feel like AA and his bro conspired against me. Haha! It’s like “Ok, I’ll take her pictures and then you post it on the net.” Mind you, it’s not nude photos. Hahaha! AA took my pic when I was throwing up and then the other day, I checked my friendster account and saw that his bro added me to his friends’ list. Then when I checked his profile, I saw he posted all the photos from the party including all my solo drunk photos. Haha! Tama ba naman yon? But it’s okay because I’ll be posting them anyway. Haha!

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Wednesday after lunch I left going to AA’s place but before I could step out of the house it started raining. Parang ayaw akong paalisin eh no? And as much as I hated it, I was forced to bring an umbrella. My sister said it was raining hard in Makati daw and super traffic so I just took the MRT. I got off Magallanes station and naligaw pa ko pababa ng MRT. Haha! Stupid! And of course it was still raining so I used na my umbrella. Siempre nabasa pa din ako kahit may payong na ko. I took a cab na lang going to AA’s house. When I got there para kong basang sisiw. Haha! Kawawa naman ako. Pero okay lang, hindi naman basa clothes ko, just my hair and arms and feet and slippers. I washed my slippers first kse puro buhangin, I don’t even know where I got it, then I dried my hair. After about 30 minutes, AA and I transferred na to the next house where his brother was staying. Inayos na nila yung place kung san yung inuman and his brother was cooking food. He cooked sisig, yellow fin tuna in coconut milk, fried tofu and calamares. Then we started drinking na. We had Brandy… meron ding vodka and Black Label and San Mig Light but I drank the brandy na lang… at least tested ko na yon, ibang brand nga lang. We used to love Fundador wala kseng hangover but that night we had Gran Matador. Haha! It wsa my first time to drink Gran Matador and AA was the one fixing my drink, he mixed it with soda, and automatic naman, when he sees my cup is empty he’d fix me another one. Haha! So anyway, people started arriving… my gosh puro boys nga. Haha! DocMR wasn’t able to drop by because he still was on duty that night, but Mico came and I was really glad to see him! He’s my kumpare and the last time I saw him was last July pa ata, sa birthday ng inaanak ko and as always laseng na naman ako. Kwentuhan lang, about work and basketball and Manny Pacquiao. Then AA would introduce me whenever may dadating, he’d give a little background about them, ganon lang. Para siyang may alaga, he’d fix my drink, ask me to eat, he’d accompany me to the bathroom whenever I had to pee or ask his brother or his cousin to watch me. Haha!

Siempre the night wouldn’t be complete without him starting a fight or an argument with me. Mico kse wanted to talk to me so I transferred to the seat beside him. So yon, we talked… he asked me if he’s the reason why hindi ako nagsasasama sa barkada. I assured him it wasn’t him and besides baket naman magiging siya eh hindi nga kami parating nagkikita or nagkakausap. Then ayon na… nagtatampo daw siya sa kin and he wasn’t very clear why. So anyway, we patched things up by drinking. Haha! And he made me drink with the guy beside me… I can’t even remember who it was. Haha! And that did it! Pina-straight niya sa kin yung isang glass and after that I went inside the house na to throw up. AA stayed with me first to make sure that I was okay. He gave me a bin where I could throw up and he asked his cousin Tetet to look after me. After a while I went out na din. Caloy was there and Mico went home already. Caloy is a friend of AA’s na officemate ni Mico. They were talking about him earlier lang kse makulit daw. Anyway, I just said hi to him and then I stood up again kse I still wanted to throw up. I stayed na lang outside the door and AA gave me another bin. Then after a few minutes he washed my hand na and bumalik na kami sa table. I stopped drinking na and just asked for water and some ice chips. Dun niya na ko inaway… he wanted me to go to sleep na and I explained to him na hindi muna because I knew that as soon as humiga ako, magto-throw up lang ako. So pinapababa ko muna yung tama ko and still waiting kung magto-throw up pa ko. Good thing naman hindi na and when we went to bed diretso na yung tulog ko.

The next day when AA woke up, pinagtatawanan na naman niya ko. Buti na lang daw hindi niya sinabi sa tropa niya na malakas akong uminom kse mapapahiya daw siya. He didn’t count how many glasses I had but inisip niya and sabi niya nasa third bottle na daw nung nag throw up ako sa madami nga daw na yon. Wala lang andon lang kami sa room niya, kwentuhan and watched a lot of tv. Most of the time tulog kami. Basta he let me rest lang. Tapos kinwento pa niya na I called Cielo pa daw, hindi ko na maalala sobra. Then around 4pm I decided to go home na. Hindi niya ko mahahatid because meron siyang commitments for that day. I forced myself to go home na kahit super tamad pa ko because I didn’t want to stay there anymore kse kakahiya. Yeah, I’m shy pa ng lagay na yan! Haha! Hinatid niya ko dun sa sakayan ng bus near EDSA and he waited na makasakay ako and asked me to let him know if I was home na. Around 5 pm nag-text siya asking me kung asan na ko… naka-reply ako mga 6pm na, I forgot to text him. Haha! He said he received na daw yung scrapbook page niya. I had it printed in Digiprint and sent it to his house. He like it and I’m glad!

So that’s it… another one of my drunk tales. Haha! Sabi nga ni AA at least daw naa-achieve ko yung goal ko na maging wreck pag umiinom. Korek! What’s the use of drinking kung hindi ako wreck and not having fun! According nga to DA “Live for the moment.” Haha! And I also already figured out why I threw up… I thought I ate lunch that day, yun pala yung day before yung naiisip ko. So it’s not really gross kse puro water lang yung tino-throw up ko. I’ll be posting the pics in a bit… just don’t be confused with the labels. AA kse is the real name of his brother, I don’t post his real name here sa blog cause someone might google it. Haha! And speaking of pictures… natawa ko kse everytime I take this picture Mico and AA would tell me wag daw ako mag-smile kse ako yung nagpi-picture. Eh I couldn’t help it, they’re all smiling at me. Haha!

TTFN!

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It’s been a productive day for me today. I finally got the albums and delivered it to my client. Then I also made a couple of scrap pages but I can’t post it yet. I also finished half of my client’s album and hopefully I’ll be able to complete it by Thursday, that is if I’ll be home early. I also posted the photos from Ading’s Alcoholympics 2008, you can find it here. That’s a lot already for me and I’m so happy with all that I’ve done.

So, tomorrow’s the day… AA’s birthday. I’ll post about it when I get back on Thursday, hopefully with photos too. TTFN!

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by Itchyworms

Nais kong magpakalasing dahil wala ka na
Nakatingin sa salamin at nag-iisa
Nakatanim pa rin ang gumamelang
Binalik mo sa kin nang tayo’y maghiwalay
Ito’y katulad ng damdamin ko
Kahit buhusan mo ng beer ayaw pang mamatay

Giliw, wag mo sanang limutin
Ang mga araw na hindi sana maglaho
Mga anak at bahay nating pinaplano
Lahat ng ito’y nawala nung iniwan mo ‘ko kaya ngayon

Ibuhos na ang beer sa aking lalamunan
Upang malunod na ang puso kong nahihirapan
Bawat patak anong sarap
Ano ba talagang mas gusto ang beer na ito o ang pag-ibig mo

Nais kong magpakasabog dahil olats ako
Kahit ano hihithitin, kahit tambutso
Kukuha ako ng beer at ipapakulo
Sa kaldero’t lalanghapin ang usok nito
Lahat ay aking gagawin
Upang hindi ko na isiping nag-iisa na ako

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Last Saturday was Ading’s birthday party. AA and I were supposed to meet in Galleria at 8pm and he was late. I texted him around 7:30 pm to ask where I would wait for him and he didn’t respond. It was already 8 pm and he still wasn’t responding… I got a little worried so I called him at home. His mom answered the phone and said he left the house around 2pm and when I asked if she knew where he went, she said “secret.” Haha! Then I called MC and asked if he knew where AA was and he said AA told him he’d meet me in Galleria and thought he was already there. Sus! Yun pala his phone was on silent mode and he didn’t hear it when I called. So he arrived around 8:20 then we went to Ading’s party in Valle Verde 3. G and Gari were already there, I introduced him to them and inuman na! There was a mini bar and they were serving shooters in different colors, what exactly were there in those drinks I never knew. Haha! we started drinking draft beer and after a while I started going to the bar to get some shooters and brought it back to our table. AA and Gari tasted some and described it as Albatross and all the other air fresheners, meron pang My Shaldan and Aqua Net. Haha! Of course they were just trying to gross me out but it wasn’t effective. The shots actually tasted good and most of it, you wouldn’t even taste the alcohol in it. Sobrang halo-halo ininom ko, all I could remember were tequilla, vodka and lambanog… and of course my ever reliable SMB draft beer. There was this brown thing pa that looked like chocolate and they made me drink a tequilla slammer and one flaming shot. And the bartenders were nice, they were patient enough and kept repeating their concoctions because I’d ask them over and over and kept forgetting. Haha!

Ading was so funny. She kept singing and would call people on the mic and say different funny comments like “B, o upo ka lang dyan” and meron pang one time “AA, you look bored. B kiss mo muna!” Haha! Kakahiya! Para siyang nagro-roll call and nobody dared sing on the mic except her and a few close friends who didn’t show their faces while singing. And after awhile don na ko sa bar umiinom. The bartenders would give me different kinds of shooters and there’s this girl named Richie, nilalaseng yata ako… pa-shot ng pa-shot pero once lang niya ko sinabayan. Haha! Funny thing was AA knew how much shooters I had… he counted it and he was able to even if I was way over to the bar and he’s on our table. I had daw at least 30 shooters. And when they were already closing the bar, the waiters were transferring the leftovers in glasses and I drank pa daw one whole glass, I don’t know which one or what flavor, hindi ko na siya actually naalala. Basta alam ko lang I spent too much time on the bar. Haha! Kaya ayon laseng.

We were the last ones to leave the party, kwentuhan muna with Ading, a little senti but it was still fun. I missed those guys sobra! And then AA and I went home. The next day, when AA woke up he saw my clothes from the night before scattered on the floor. He laughed at me and said pati clothes ko laseng. Haha! Then he had to leave early because his brother would be attending a wedding and he’s going to use the car. I walked him to his car and that’s when he told me how much shooters I had. Natawa talaga ko kse binibilang niya!

I hope this time I’ll be able to post photos. I don’t have photos when DA and I met last month. I didn’t bring my camera then and he lost his camera in the airport. Sayang! But this time I asked Ading to send me hi-res copies of the photos so hopefully I’ll be able to share them with you.

On Wednesday, I’ll be going to AA’s house for his birthday. I’ll help him prepare the food so I’d be there early, after lunch siguro. And of course sleepover ako because malamang senglot na naman ako. Haha! Medyo shy lang ako because I think I’ll be the only one from our barkada who will be there and the rest will be AA’s friends from their village, lahat sila puro boys. Okay lang, I think they’d seen me drunk na din mga twice or three times. Haha! I hope pumunta din si DocMR.

TTFN! Til my next drunk tale!

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Belated that is… Diane just turned 25 last August 31 and she is celebrating with a birthday contest! Isn’t she amazing? All you have to do is blog about her contest and include all her blog links on your post and that’s it. You could win some Paypal money and scrapbooking magazines! And please drop by her blogs and greet her a happy, happy, happy birthday!

A Handful of Surprises | My Paper Scraps | I Am a Nikon Girl
Digitally Diane | Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Happy birthday Diane! I’m glad to know you had fun on your special day! Mwah!

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